our guidebook and our spaceship

And it came to pass in the four hun­dred-and eight­i­eth year after- the chil­dren of Israel left the land of Egypt in the for­ti­eth year of Solomon’s reign over Israel, in the month of Ziv, which is the sec­ond month, that he began to build the house of Adonai.”

We sit togeth­er in our house of God. The night sky is filled with beau­ti­ful stars: sources of bril­liant light, gen­er­at­ing new ener­gy. They are so very far away; even the clos­est of all, named “Alpha Cen­tau­ri” is thou­sands of light years from us. Ahh, to go there! The excite­ment of expe­ri­enc­ing this won­drous place. But how can we get there? We’ve sent a rock­et to the plan­ets past Sat­urn and even Uranus. We’ve seen pic­tures of rings and unusu­al moons. That satel­lite trav­elled for many years and it is still with­in our solar sys­tem. It con­tin­ues, fur­ther out, and yet… nowhere near a star. Our space shut­tles are fast, fair­ly safe, and com­par­a­tive­ly com­fort­able. But they don’t car­ry near­ly enough food or fuel to go very far. And even if they did, if you or I were to get on one and try to go to Alpha Cen­tau­ri, we would not live long enough to arrive. There may be anoth­er way to get there. Many sci­en­tists today are exper­i­ment­ing with designs for a super space­ship. One big enough to allow an entire com­mu­ni­ty to fly togeth­er toward our dis­tant star. A vehi­cle large enough to have room to grow our own food, build our own fur­ni­ture, make our own clothes, capa­ble of even repair­ing our ship and build­ing anoth­er. We could fly togeth­er in such a space­ship great enough to raise our famine… gen­er­a­tion after gen­er­a­tion. Even­tu­al­ly, the dream, the hope is that our chil­dren’s chil­dren’s descen­dants would be able to reach that star.

We Jews also dream of reach­ing a dis­tant star. It is our hope for a time of peace and pros­per­i­ty. Seem­ing­ly unachiev­able, this will be the time of the messiah.

Imag­ine as we trav­el togeth­er, fly­ing toward our star through deep­est space. Gen­er­a­tion after gen­er­a­tion, we have been taught that there is a bril­liant and won­der­ful source of light and ener­gy that offers the most fan­tas­tic oppor­tu­ni­ties, and most espe­cial­ly: the gift of whole­ness. Now it is our turn and we focus on that beau­ti­ful point in the dis­tance. We lov­ing­ly describe it to our chil­dren. Each gen­er­a­tion con­vinces their chil­dren that there is noth­ing bet­ter in life worth achieving.

But how do we know the way there? We’ve been giv­en a guide­book. Our book describes what our des­ti­na­tion will be like and how we will rec­og­nize it. Our Tanakh also tells us where we have been and sets out some of the dan­gers that may lie ahead. Our Torah even records what pre­vi­ous gen­er­a­tions under­stood about the trip to our goal. Togeth­er, we’ve avoid­ed many dan­gers and solved numer­ous prob­lems. We’ve nav­i­gat­ed through show­ers of aster­oids and avoid­ed near miss­es of comets. Stray rocks in space have come so near to us that we could almost reach out and push them away. At oth­er times we have been hit and burnt by strange forces we could­n’t under­stand. Our guide­book has offered us hints for ways to heal our­selves — ways to repair our space­ship and con­tin­ue on our jour­ney to that beau­ti­ful time of com­plete­ness, that won­der­ful star. But our guide­book does not tell us every­thing. It needs to be stud­ied. We trust our teach­ers will be wise enough to under­stand and explain its lessons. We have our guide­book, but we, also need to pay atten­tion to and learn about the unchart­ed space through which we move. Per­haps; we will need to explore a pos­si­ble branch in our path—a hid­den area for a pos­si­ble alter­nate route. We might build a small ship and send out a scout­ing par­ty. Scouts face and present dif­fer­ent dan­gers. They move into a strange unknown than the one we antic­i­pate. What they find may be per­son­al­ly seductive—they might choose not to return. Or the dark­ness they pen­e­trate may pre­vent them from return­ing to us… or destroy them. Even if they do return, they will be dif­fer­ent from us. Sub­tly trans­formed by their unique expe­ri­ence, how can we eval­u­ate their mes­sage? We will some­how find a way to trav­el on togeth­er, no longer a homo­ge­neous community.

Then one year, it may hap­pen. A group of scouts will be con­vinced of one way, while our teach­ers remain com­mit­ted to anoth­er. Unable to rec­on­cile the dif­fer­ences, a new space­ship will be built. A part of our peo­ple con­tin­ues to our com­mon des­ti­na­tion via an alter­nate route. In con­tact with one anoth­er, we strug­gle to con­vince one anoth­er that only our direc­tion will enable us to sur­vive. Per­haps we might learn to coop­er­ate and learn to clear the dan­gers that lay between us.

Or else, it might occur… from out of the dis­tance oth­er vehi­cles draw near. Are they friend, or foe? Those aboard com­plain of trav­el­ing inces­sant­ly, yet aim­less­ly. Con­vinced of the val­ue of our quest, they request to join us. Puz­zled, yet flat­tered, we wel­come them and we con­tin­ue together.

Trav­el­ing on, gen­er­a­tion fol­low­ing gen­er­a­tion, our great­est fear may become a real­i­ty. Our chil­dren, or our chil­dren’s chil­dren, or yet per­haps theirs may see a love­ly lit­tle plan­et, pleas­ant and invit­ing. Won­der­ing why they are still appar­ent­ly cooped up in this space ship they may for­get what we have taught them about why they are trav­el­ling to such a dis­tant star. Tired, they may wish to set­tle down. They may no longer be inter­est­ed in a dream that even their chil­dren may not live to expe­ri­ence as a real­i­ty. With one lit­tle deci­sion, a gen­er­a­tion can change our course and end the jour­ney. Their deci­sion can waste all the ener­gies of pre­vi­ous lives, lives that once passed, have no pow­er to affect the course of our jour­ney. That can hap­pen in the future.

It might occur with us, in our time. The deci­sion is always ours. In each gen­er­a­tion we have the oppor­tu­ni­ty to rebuild our spaceship—our own community—as the house of God, a great mobile home for our peo­ple, always mov­ing clos­er to the mes­sian­ic time. Our Torah under­stands that we each have the will, the abil­i­ty, and the pow­er to choose the direc­tion in which we pro­ceed. You and I may nev­er get to that beau­ti­ful spark of ener­gy. We may nev­er expe­ri­ence the peace of the mes­sian­ic era.

But we should nev­er for­get that we are par­tic­i­pat­ing in a won­der­ful adven­ture. As we see more stars in tonight’s sky, we can be remind­ed of our guide­book and our jour­ney, our Torah and our dream. Ours is a great choice for a jour­ney of dis­cov­ery. The peace of the heav­ens lays before us. We and our chil­dren will find our way.

Orig­i­nal­ly pre­pared for Par­shat Terumah (many years ago approx­i­mate­ly 1981?)